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| NOTE TO SELF
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| Nasa boyfriend koh lng pla.. ang friend na hinahanap koh...
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I was chatting with my mhal koh when suddenly i noticed something white roll under my computer desk. I thought it was just a peice of paper being blown by the fan, till i remembered...
"wait, but the fan aint on..."
So I took another good look and realized it was kots! First thing that came to my mind is if hes okay, then next is how'd he get there. i tried to catch him but he want under the desk deeper. I couldn't reach him anymore and i got so worried because there are lots of cables to where he was. I was soo worried. So scared. I thought I'd lose something important.
Kots is very important to me. My mhal koh gave him to me... its not just like any other thing he gave me. This has life. I treasure and cherish Kots very much. I love him and I'd never want to see him hurt... I'd never want him to leave.
I was able to get him out and I brought him back to his cage. I found out that he got out by pushing the water bottle out, then climbing through the railings and going out of the hole. So I filled the water bottle up and taped it securely. That way he wont be able to escape anymore.
I watched him for a while longer. He was still trying to push the water bottle off so he would be able to get out again... He fell asleep trying.
My mhal koh and I were in a very important talk when that happened. And I couldnt help but think about kots even when my mhal koh was talking to me. So i said..
ME: mhal koh.. im sorry..
HIM: y..? u havnt done anything wrong...
ME: I have, I made yu worry.. Just like how Kots made me worry. All you wanted was for me to be safe and protected. All you wanted is for me to be happy. But mhal, I didn't disapear, I wasnt trying to escape. I just wanted to go closer to you.
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The one who understands,
The one who wishes only for your happiness,
The one who is there to comfort you,
The one who is there to protect you,
The one who is there always...
Even if you hurt him.. Even if you change..
Even when you feel like shit...
The one who's always there...
Just to bring you back...
The one I'll understand,
I'll wish only for his happiness,
I'll be there to comfort him,
I'll be there to protect him,
I'll be there always...
Even if you hurt me.. Even if you change..
Even when you feel like shit...
The one I'll be always there for...
Just to bring you back...
My asawa koh... My mhal koh... My best friend koh... My myk koh.
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Sure it was a very senti moment. But, its cool. I learned alot and i'll try my best to not make the same mistakes again. I love you my mhal koh.... you, and you only.
..and yes!! Its your compy fault!! hehehehe.
PS. change poh status message... please? if you ever read this... hehe.
kusaRi '06
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| "It's you..."
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Love is when this happens....
There is a boy and a girl who are deeply in love. They are convinced that they will always love each other and never be apart, One day, however, the boy joins the army. As they say their goodbyes, seemingly two people have never shared so many tears and so much anguish. The last words he said as he was carried away from her onto the boat was, "I'll come back for you."...
A Few Years Later
The boy has gotten out of the Army and come home to see the woman of his dreams. He walks right towards her but she is too shocked to move. As he kisses her tears come down both of their faces as they start to cry. She whispers, "It's you." What you don't know is that since after the boy left for the Army, the love of his life became blind.
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All i want is to be with you... be beside you... I love you... Why cant they just leave us alone? Why cant they just trust us and leave the decision to us? I thought this was our life, how come its not the way we want it to be?
I just wanna be at least in the same room as you.. I want to breathe the same air you're breathing.. I want to see you smiling, laughing... I want to see you happy.
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kaii.. enuf emo mode. hahaha.
Today all i did was talk to chelsie and text my kisses koh (mi amour koh). Oh! and i also made this reviewer thing for my kisses koh's brother. Hahaha.. it was fun making it c0z i dont know how to make a reviewer. Yea... so.. i think i made a book. :)). It came complete with a java script worksheet, which took me 3 hours to make. omg! :)). But it was fun. ^^. Hahaha.. i love my kisses koh. and i'll do anything for him. *huggles* mine. :)
Hahaha.. so I was sharing a couple of stupid situations with mike and chelsie just so I could see them laugh. It feels good you kn0.. seeing the people yu care about.. laff.. :). So here... i care about yus ppls too!! lemme share yu the things we laughed about:
1. Recently, when I went to McDonald's I saw on the menu that I could have an order of 6, 9 or 12 Chicken McNuggets. I asked for a half dozen nuggets. "We don't have half dozen nuggets," said the teenager at the counter. "You don't?" I replied. "We only have six, nine, or twelve," was the reply. "So I can't order a half dozen nuggets, but I can order six?" "That's right." So I shook my head and ordered six McNuggets.
2. I was checking out at the local Wal-Mart with just a few items and the lady behind me put her things on the belt close to mine. I picked up one of those "dividers" that they keep by the cash register and placed it between our things so they wouldn't get mixed. After the girl had scanned all of my items, she picked up the "divider", looking it all over for the bar code so she could scan it. Not finding the bar code she said to me, "Do you know how much this is?" I said to her "I've changed my mind, I don't think I'll buy that today." She said "OK," and I paid her for the things and left. She had no clue to what had just happened.
3. A lady at work was seen putting a credit card into her floppy drive and pulling it out very quickly. When I inquired as to what she was doing, she said she was shopping on the Internet and they kept asking for a credit card number, so she was using the ATM "thingy."
4. I recently saw a distraught young lady weeping beside her car. "Do you need some help?" I asked. She replied, "I knew I should have replaced the battery to this remote door unlocker. Now I can't get into my car. Do you think they (pointing to a distant convenience store) would have a battery to fit this?" "Hmmm, I dunno. Do you have an alarm, too?" I asked. "No, just this remote thingy," she answered, handing it and the car keys to me. As I took the key and manually unlocked the door, I replied, "Why don't you drive over there and check about the batteries. It's a long walk."
5. Several years ago, we had an Intern who was none too swift. One day she was typing and turned to a secretary and said, "I'm almost out of typing paper. What do I do?" "Just use copier machine paper," the secretary told her. With that, the intern took her last remaining blank piece of paper, put it on the photocopier and proceeded to make five "blank" copies.
People these days... oh gawd. >0< hahaha!
So there yah go! And i gotta go! till next time!
kusaRi '06
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| Yay! Free burger~!
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For the past two weeks I've been going home late, skipping classes, running away to lovely's house and drinking red bull. Why? You see, I was BRIBED to join the school's pep squad. Yes, bribed. A 100% in all Special subjects for the third term grade, an extension of deadlines AND plus points in all major subjects. And besides, all of my friends were joining, so.. yeah. The competition was yesturday and well, they said we were forth place, but according to the throphy we ranked third. The competition was among FOUR schools schools so.. yea. ionno... It was fun while it lasted though.. I lost more weight than I expected i would. Yay! Oh and we got free burger and gatorade after the match. It was okay... but the winning teams got free KFC... oh well.
Saturday evening I went to mi amour's 'concert'. Well, not really.. leik an act, performance thing. He was soo kewl!! I was so proud! My boifwen was the rockstar of the night! Wo0t~! And and I met his Grandma, his Grandpa, his brother, his freinds uhmm.. The guy in yellow shirt named Kevin, The guy in black shirt [whoops i forgot his name], a hot fwen of his named James, the Tony guy [hes hot too.. but.. he looks old nah ehh..] a little rascal named Tiger [actually ionno his name. But thats what they call him so yeah.], A pretty and very good at violin girl named Tina, Lotsa other people I most probably forgot thier name... and of course his mother.
Yeps! I FINALLY met his mother. She's so pretty, so white. She seems nice, and she is actually. I just dont know why my legs turned to jelly when i was talking to her. I was so nervous all i could do was smile and bow. haha.. Im so pathetic.
After the evening, when i was on the way home, i was texting mi amour and he said that she likes me. But iont know... he seemed uhmm.. depressed? sad? iont know... his messages weren't at a cheery mood then. But he asked her if he could go out with me this weekend and she allowed him! that's like OMG! haha. So we'll be going out on sunday, because i gots camping on friday to satuday.
We, actually mi amour, said i was jas a 'really close friend' but, yeah.. i guess she knows that I'm his girlfriend. *sigh* I wonder when i'll get to be introduced to her as his girlfriend. I understand that she ain't allowing him to have a girlfriend so he could concentrate on his studies. But.. Iont know why i still get hurt knowing that he has to lie about me. If she asked me then, what i was to mi amour, I would pause for a while, but tell her, i am his girlfriend. I know that this might cause problems and such. But I just cant, I cant lie to her. She has the right to know. Besides, whether she'll accept it or not. I love mi amour, and nothing could change that. Not even the consencious of his mother.
It would be really nce to be accepted though.... But, i could wait. I could wait, if its for him.
kusaRi '06 | | |
| "But we were friends to begin with..."
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Really? Do you still accept me as your friend? If its true, I'm glad. If its not, I'd understand. What I did was wrong, I know. Please forgive me. It was just, really hard to control. I didnt mean to. Really. If I had the choice, you know I wouldn't, but, I didn't. I'm really, really sorry.
"kahit anong mangyari...I'll be here for you."
Thank you mi amour koh. You're always there to save me. My hero.. I hope you stay.
I dont know what else to say. I just feel so bad.
kusaRi '06
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