Nasa boyfriend koh lng pla.. ang friend na hinahanap koh...
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I was chatting with my mhal koh when suddenly i noticed something white roll under my computer desk. I thought it was just a peice of paper being blown by the fan, till i remembered...
"wait, but the fan aint on..."
So I took another good look and realized it was kots! First thing that came to my mind is if hes okay, then next is how'd he get there. i tried to catch him but he want under the desk deeper. I couldn't reach him anymore and i got so worried because there are lots of cables to where he was. I was soo worried. So scared. I thought I'd lose something important.
Kots is very important to me. My mhal koh gave him to me... its not just like any other thing he gave me. This has life. I treasure and cherish Kots very much. I love him and I'd never want to see him hurt... I'd never want him to leave.
I was able to get him out and I brought him back to his cage. I found out that he got out by pushing the water bottle out, then climbing through the railings and going out of the hole. So I filled the water bottle up and taped it securely. That way he wont be able to escape anymore.
I watched him for a while longer. He was still trying to push the water bottle off so he would be able to get out again... He fell asleep trying.
My mhal koh and I were in a very important talk when that happened. And I couldnt help but think about kots even when my mhal koh was talking to me. So i said..
ME: mhal koh.. im sorry..
HIM: y..? u havnt done anything wrong...
ME: I have, I made yu worry.. Just like how Kots made me worry. All you wanted was for me to be safe and protected. All you wanted is for me to be happy. But mhal, I didn't disapear, I wasnt trying to escape. I just wanted to go closer to you.
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The one who understands,
The one who wishes only for your happiness,
The one who is there to comfort you,
The one who is there to protect you,
The one who is there always...
Even if you hurt him.. Even if you change..
Even when you feel like shit...
The one who's always there...
Just to bring you back...
The one I'll understand,
I'll wish only for his happiness,
I'll be there to comfort him,
I'll be there to protect him,
I'll be there always...
Even if you hurt me.. Even if you change..
Even when you feel like shit...
The one I'll be always there for...
Just to bring you back...
My asawa koh... My mhal koh... My best friend koh... My myk koh.
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Sure it was a very senti moment. But, its cool. I learned alot and i'll try my best to not make the same mistakes again. I love you my mhal koh.... you, and you only.
..and yes!! Its your compy fault!! hehehehe.
PS. change poh status message... please? if you ever read this... hehe.
kusaRi '06
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